Desapariciones...

Aquí sigo...

A pesar de parecer distante... aquí estoy. Siempre cambiando, siempre adaptándome, siempre intentando estar presente y mantener mis pensamientos y sentimientos en equilibrio. Aunque no es fácil. Muchas veces resulta más fácil desaparecer. Viajar internamente hasta encontrar un punto en el que todo parece estabilizarse y partiendo de ese punto todo se ve mejor.

Será bueno desaparecer? a veces? poquito?

No es que me esconda de los problemas, simplemente es que a veces es necesario poner distancia, incluso "mental" para poder comenzar nuevamente. Siempre esperando que esta vez todo salga mejor...

nedostajes mi...

This is the worst feeling in the world... nostalgia... feeling that u miss someone or something. It is a feeling that actually can´t be controled... and it usualy comes when u miss a moment, a person or something good that happened to u.

Today I feel nostalgic... and I can´t define what about... is it about special persons in my life, moments, places? or a combination about everything!?

Can u miss love?

Hard days...

When u go out from your "real" life, there are not a lot of hard days... well it depends on the way u act or react to some issues u may deal with. For sure, today I missed those days, when I could just do what I wanted, smile and be happy, enjoying time with my friends, or traveling, going to road trips... etc... Today Im here, in my desk, working a lot! wondering if some day I will be able to do those things again.

My first big trip was to Brasil... I was 18 years old and I managed to go 1 year to live there. Beautiful country, full of surprises. For the first time I felt free and being myself. Of course I had some bad days, more good days than bad ones, but still I have great memories from those days. I remember that my biggest issue was where to go out during weekend... hahaha! But as soon as u come back to real life, u notice that not everything is just having fun... I learnt that recently. There are a lot of things that grown ups have to deal with, and I think Im becoming one of them... hahaha! Hopefully I will not lose my adventure spirit... of course I will tell u about those days a little later... for now... I need to go back to my grown up life... back to job! :D

my first moments...

Talking about me is talking about my trips, and the person I´ve been since my first moments outside my house...

Definetely u get to grow and to learn! It´s not easy for sure to be alone outside in a different world with new people and not knowing where u r, trying to find yourself. However I think I´ve done it right, and that is exactly what I´d like to share with you... my moments!